It gets me thinking about our whole history of cruelty, injustice, and sin (to call it what it is), and how that registers in the grand scheme of our relationship with God. Gets me thinking.
The God Who Stared into Darkness
Iraq busies itself with the canine pastime of chewing off its limbs,
preferring its faith-made proponents of peace
as pixels grislying YouTube.
The blood that must have baked like heliotrope and glass,
something in it reminds me of the garden
whose loss we grieved with murder,
and the God who stared into darkness and loved the thing
it gave Him the urge to birth before breath,
or soil, or light.
In that darkness, this God knew every tendril it would weave
through the life poised on the tip of His tongue:
every sharpened rock and jawbone, every
chambered round no more free of Cain's fratricidal thumbprint
than that morning star of a precedent our hands
were all-too-glad to inherit.
Before any holocaustic Auschwitz or Levant-possessing successor,
before any injustice paid for in the pain and mosaic
this God loved the idea of us enough to endure the infinite
forms of heartbreak we'd most certainly return Him.
What unfathomable joy, then,
are we capable of creating? Our very existence is proof of the promise
God saw in the shapeless rags given light
and soil and breath.
The rivers that ululate to Heaven with tongues of bloodstone and ash
are more famished now than when spouted
from Abel's prostrate sorrow,
but the promise that saw the sculpt of hand and face is not
our burden to keep, but our hope, our reminder
that eventually the tunnel
so easily forgotten for a gun
will shed its lachrymose trappings and we, free at last
of this sulfur-rich darkness, will know fully what was always promised.